tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71950434359534442772024-02-22T05:18:34.924-08:00Holland's ReverieHollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.comBlogger147125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-80586454481901313792015-05-17T19:39:00.003-07:002015-05-17T20:50:26.709-07:00Sex and Babies<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">We are crazy excited to be adding a new little bundle to our brood come October. It feels eternally far away, but I guess in truth we are cruising right along.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">When pregnant, the utmost thing every mother desires, above all else, is that the baby is healthy. If ever even asked if your hoping for a boy or girl, inevitably there will be someone there who will step in and say, "oh, it doesn't matter, as long as it's healthy." And, while it can be slightly annoying, it's so, completely, true. Yet still, somewhere deep inside there can be a longing for one or the other. An idea treasured away of what you saw laid out for your family. That being said, of course first and foremost my thoughts were that the baby is healthy, but. . .if I were to be completely upfront and honest with you- I would tell you that it took me just one wild moment of adjusting to the news of a baby girl. Deep down, I had always held some longtime belief that I was made to be a mama to boys. In that same regard, if ever pressed- my hubby would claim he was meant to be a father to girls. So, this was the real deciding factor, with two of each which way would the scale tip? I don't know if I so much had mothers intuition that it was a boy, or I just deeply hoped for one, regardless I had picked out his name and foolishly settled in. Never a wise move for a any of you up and coming mothers out there. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Thankfully, it didn't take too terribly long for the news to settle and my thinking to align. My ever so kind doctor was sympathetic yet persistent in his attempts to let the facts sink in. As I was walking out his door he slyly said "She is a healthy little girl, She is lovely, She is perfect, She, She, She." Next my sister-in-law texted me with a girl name reasoning that I may just like it, and I kinda loved it. Also, I've been attempting to go thru and delete pictures and save pictures and load pictures, an endless project that I'm about five years behind on, anyway, I came across video after video of our little Eleanor- it's truly impossible to not want another little gal after that! She is such a hoot. Then it hit me- watching these two little girls grow up close in age is going to be pretty freaking amazing! I always wanted a sister, well, maybe not so much as a kid, but indubitably once I grew up. They seem to stick together forever, and I profoundly can't get enough of that thought.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Theres just a whole lot of joy and buzz going around our home right now- it's all very exhilarating!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Yowzer, I cannot even fathom how long it's been since I've been in this space. I miss this space- it's such a beautiful reflection of our life, and a wonderful home for me to create, and write and photograph. Please know, I had no intention of giving it up, and still don't, but a break was- well, seemingly mandatory.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">For those who haven't heard, Kaleb and I are expecting our fifth little wild! We could not possibly be more excited! We tried to put the phase behind us and move on, but in our heart of hearts, that's just not what either of us wanted. Although, I think I've made my self pretty clear when I say I'm an eternal optimist, and not very grounded in reality- this was a perfect real life example. For the thought never truly occurred to me that I could be sick again, that of course I would be sick again. The reality of my pregnancies are downright brutal, and sadly, my reality did set in- swiftly and with a vengence!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Miracle of all miracles though, thru some research, vitamins, and a ridiculously strict whole food eating regime, I am back on my feet and feeling better then I ever could have hoped in a pregnancy. Knock on wood and a whole lot of prayers, that it will continue!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">All of that to say, that I'm sorry I left you all in the lurch, with no tale of my whereabouts. I had dreams and visions, of a beautiful bundle announcement, yet the weeks slowly came and went, and I have yet to even get my camera out ( can't say that I'm overly pumped about being in front of it either:) I also want to say huge Thank You for the many emails I received from all of you. You cannot possibly imagine how much each one meant to me, while I was struggling thru that time. They quite literally made my day!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Hopefully, I will be back to reading all about you all too. I've missed catching up on your lives as well! I can't promise that I will be back as often and as thoroughly as before, but I have high hopes of documenting this incredible phase of our lives. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I have a real affinity for sneaking a peek into peoples everyday. It's one of the main reasons I love blogs so much, and if there's a little tell or behind the scenes, you can bet I will sniff it out quicker than a hound dog looking for his favorite bone.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So, bearing this in mind, I thought I would dive into my great big bag of tricks and let you in on a few of my daily survival essentials.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">First, lets take a moment to admire this <a href="http://www.thefryecompany.com/campus-shopper/d/42496" target="_blank"><span style="color: #cc0000;">bag</span></a>. Isn't she beautiful! It's far and away the nicest thing I've ever owned, but sometimes a girl just needs something grand. The leather feels like butter and it smells of a small mom and pops leather store located on some cobbled side street deep in the heart of Italy- amazing. This was my first time not carrying a diaper bag in years, and although heavy, it feels so good.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><a href="https://www.honest.com/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #cc0000;">The Honest Co.</span></a> diapers and wipes- Although I may not carry the typical diaper bag, I am very much still in the phase of life where having them is an absolute must. Honest completely sold me with their cute prints and eco-friendly POV. Plus, they are shipped straight to my door- being that I am thirty minutes away from any type of shopping, this was a huge plus. I have totally and completely loved them! They are incredibly cute, uber convenient, and give me good vibes from good choices. I think the bundle price is quite fair, as a typical bundle last me at least two months.</span></div>
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-12451360759849492015-03-11T08:56:00.000-07:002015-03-11T08:56:26.099-07:00My Wilds<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Aussie- She is incredible. Honestly, I pray that I am half the mother she will be someday. She is one of those girls that's born for it- patient, thorough, organized and fair. You can see it in her eyes that there are widows where she wishes I would just hand over the reigns. 'Come on,' they say, 'I love you, but you have no idea what you're doing'. Thankfully, I'm not too prideful. I watch and I learn and even take the occasional pearls of wisdom while still trying to say- 'trust me, sweet child. It may not always look like it, but I've got this'. Hoping, and praying that she will be a kid while the moment is her's. She is fiercely creative, unintentionally funny, stubborn and confident in who she is, with the softest heart I've ever known. She is my rock and my wild card, the one who gave me this role as mother and I will patiently yet eagerly wait to see what she will create with her life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Zain- This kid is a bundle of contradictions. Rough and tumble, strong and brave- with the gentlest most sensitive soul I've ever known. He is incredibly quick witted, and downright funny- he can always make me laugh. He is the first to give kisses, ask how you're feelings or offer up his snuggles. He's also the first one up, dressed and out the door, ready for whatever adventure the day holds. He must always be moving, he never tires, and he is unafraid while still being cautious. I love every inch of this kid.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Isaac- Isaac is beautiful. Both inside and out. He's magnetic- and everyone, everywhere is drawn to him. He carries weight and has a beautiful aura that sucks you right inside his vortex of cuteness. At four, he still maintains some of his baby-ishness, chubby hands and a round little belly. Although, he adamantly claims he is one of the big kids, he still wants to be carried, held, and manages to quietly slip into bed with Kaleb and I every night. He is hilarious- one of the funniest kids I've ever known. He laughs easily while still maintaining an overall grumpy demeanor. He is light and laughter and joy all rolled up in tiny human form.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Eleanor- this little babe is like none other before her. She is the essence of the strong willed child. Resolute, unfailing in her determination, and feisty as all get out. She manages all of this in the sweetest of ways, never trying to be difficult, yet remaining steadfast. She is kooky and a born entertainer- she was absolutely made for the spotlight. She has finally learned to say 'I love you,' and I'm quite certain there is nothing better in the world. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">These crazy kiddos are good. Lately, more than ever, I find myself so grateful to know them. To have been blessed by their presence. To watch them day by day, a front row seat to something amazing. </span></div>
Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com22tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-81225198831911030452015-03-08T20:04:00.001-07:002015-03-08T20:04:32.201-07:00A Humorous Fail<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">We had a going away bash for friends that evening, where our appearance was mandatory, yet it was becoming increasingly clear- that I would not be attending. Kaleb, strong and brave man that he is, magically managed to get all four kids dressed, out the door and loaded into the car in just the nick of time. A true feat for any one parent.</span><br />
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com25tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-3605697490151864502015-03-05T08:43:00.000-08:002015-03-05T08:43:26.580-08:00Anniversary<div style="text-align: justify;">
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com23tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-42298793602839574992015-03-03T12:05:00.000-08:002015-03-03T12:05:01.339-08:00Bring on Spring<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">These wee bugs have become tightly wound balls of highly compressed energy- ready to explode at any moment. They are over the cozy and the methodical. You can see it in their eyes, an almost crazed longing for adventure, warmth and freedom. They want to run wild and build and explore- they are craving the deliverance that only spring can bring them. I can feel it welling up inside me too. A deep longing for sunshine to warm the tops of my shoulders and caress the back of my neck. To dig my hands into the cool, soft earth- planting seeds and bringing forth life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">There is something wholly special in the changings of the seasons. Bringing with it an awakening, a renewal of routines and refreshing metamorphose of drill. I can feel the heartbeat of spring coming forth within us- a feeling of power like we ourselves could call up the tulips, buttercups, violets and vervains.</span></div>
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-41989569158234427472015-03-01T20:03:00.000-08:002015-03-01T20:03:01.977-08:00Happiness in a Catch-Up<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- good books. I just happened to have picked up a copy of Peace Like A River by Leif Enger and had brought it with me to the hospital last weekend. I spent many an hour reading aloud to my Dad and we both were consumed. It is hands down one of the most beautifully written books I've ever come across. Lyrical and profound in it's prose- truly a brilliant read. (T-tom if you're reading this, you will absolutely love this one!)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- Veg Night. Kaleb and I have dubbed Monday nights Veg night. We put kiddos to bed early, order out food, watch bad tv and just relax all night. It's a whole lotta awesome. This week got away from us, but last night we were able to make up for it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">-My sister-in-law. I am so thankful for her. She is incredibly supportive- texting, calling, checking in on us everyday, bringing meals- She excudes kindness and comfort and I am beyond grateful for her presence in my life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- hot water. Our hot water heater in no bueno- but this week the heavens parted and gave me the gift of a hot shower- and it was good.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- While still laying around, sleeping off the last dregs of this sickness, my little Eleanor was sitting next to me in bed and she offered me her two most valued treasures. So lovingly she handed me her pacifier and then the corner of her blanket, which she rubbed up and down on my nose, just the way she quiets herself for nap time. I was so honored.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">-There's a lot of happiness in the small things too, like non-scented deodorant, twix bars, ginger kambucha, good music, clean sheets. And lots and lots of happy from my people- those four crazy little rascals and Kaleb, always, Kaleb.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Sure, like everyone, there are times when I can get a little down, wallow in some self-pity, but I'm always pulled back up. The truth of it is -and this is a direct quote my Dad has sayed over and over since I was a little girl- 'I live a charmed life.'</span></div>
Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-4775082210631759112015-02-23T11:31:00.001-08:002015-02-23T11:31:10.607-08:00Ramblings of a Scared Heart<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I woke up on Friday morning, feeling lighter. My demeanor back to it's sunny, happy self. There was freezing rain coming down outside, slowly hitting our tin roof and bouncing and bumping it's way to the cold ground beneath. It was a stay in your pajamas and snuggle kind of day. A day that whispers gently for you to be still, slow way down and savor in it's ease. So that's just what we did. . .</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Suddenly I found myself on the phone with an ER doctor telling me he was with my dad- who was, I would find out, in the midst of a major heart attack. Helicopters weren't flying due to weather so they would be rushing him to Little Rock ASAP.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I couldn't make sense of it. My Dad? My Dad? It wasn't feasible- he is the epitome of health. He is my rock and I am his baby girl, how could this be happening.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">To say that it was a whirlwind from that moment on would be a gross understatement, yet somehow intertwined thru it seamlessly was also a great sense of peace. Everyone came together, we claimed our roles and we made it. He is doing so much better, and I think we can all say that we are grateful it happened. Now we are aware of his hearts shortcomings and will have a much better chance of prevention in the future.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Things are still a little crazy right now, and my hands are a bit full at the moment, but even in this- I feel so wholly blessed. My Dad is going to be ok. My husband is completely and unbelievably the love of my life- always strong, always stable, doing everything that can possibly be done to make it easier on us all. My best friend drove three hours to pick me up by eight in the morning. She drove me to the hospital and stayed with me and my dad until family could get there that afternoon- I can't say that I was surprised, that's who she is, but I was honored. And then there were my beautiful kiddos- untouched by sadness and fear, always thinking about themselves in the most comforting of ways. They have a skill of carrying normalcy with them, pulling everything back down to reality- a trait I have never been more thankful for. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">It's the unknown of incidents like this that leave everyone coming together- grasping for the ones you love. It leads to more smooches and tighter hugs and has an inherent way of breaking down walls that sadly, have been built as we've grown up. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Anyway, I'm not sure how to end this- It was just an account for me to remember, a place to seek the good, and also to tell you all where I've been. You, my friends, have come to mean so much to me and your prayers and support would be invaluable.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">p.s.- I have not taken any pictures in days, my mind is not really kicking out the creativity and I have no post at the ready- so if there is a topic that intrigues you or a question you would like answered, leave it in the comments- and if given a free moment this week, I can work from there. </span></div>
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com35tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-90800689173005685242015-02-20T04:47:00.002-08:002015-02-20T04:47:46.953-08:00Stinker Daze<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">It was one of those days where I was awakened at the crack of dawn, and right away- I just couldn't find myself. Nothing felt proper, my kindness seemed all used up and all I really wanted was to just close the blinds, crawl in bed and hide until the day had passed. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">looking back, I can see that it probably would have been wiser if I had. I was curt and sarcastic and said things I shouldn't have- and I knew, I knew I needed to to just stop. To pull myself out of this funk, restart and move on. It seemed so simple, yet I couldn't figure a way out. I was terribly lost in this day, wallowing in it's ugliness.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Then the wilds started waking up from their nap, stumbling out of their room one by one they converged. Piling on top of me, smothering me with their stinky breath and big smooches. These kiddos don't understand a bad day, they don't get the terms 'space' and a 'moment.' They just love wholeheartedly and unconditionally. Their childlike displays of kindness and need were a gentle cleansing rain, washing away any left behind yucks and leaving me fresh and restored.</span></div>
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-69917078152450922502015-02-18T19:15:00.000-08:002015-02-18T19:15:32.322-08:00Thrills on Wheels<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">For now, to help combat this need, I'm starting small. Exploring what's around. Packing the wilds up and taking them to experience something they've never done, something outside of routine and the day to day.</span></div>
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com24tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-77038634559573599382015-02-17T04:22:00.000-08:002015-02-17T04:22:55.138-08:00Finally!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Granted, it was only about half an inch, but it was half an inch of pure bliss. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">We started the morning with waffles, warm raspberry compote, freshly tapped maple syrup, and homemade whipped cream. We ate and sang songs and the kiddos opened small gifts. We ventured to the great outdoors, where we hiked and ran, slithered and crawled. We fished, to no avail at the big pond in dark choppy water. We loaded up and drove on, when the hay bails began whispering for us to come play, so we obliged- climbing on top, running wild, playing games of freeze tag and cops and robbers. We rested, we dipped ripe red strawberries in smooth milk chocolate, intermittently we would pile up and I would read aloud a chapter of our new book. We took to the fields for everyone to have a go on the dirt bike, and as dusk settled in we met at the table for good food, taking turns each naming things and people we love. We celebrated, we basked in the day, and it was good, it was great. It was quiet, it was low key, and it was simplified.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">but. . . if I'm being completely forthcoming, there was a very small part of me that missed the hullabaloo of a bedroom filled with balloons. It's in my bones, I like to go big- it's just who I am. I like to create unforgettable moments even if it's in the form of a so called disaster. Maybe, I'm not cut out for simplified.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">About this time last year, I was curled up by the fire, phone in hand, scrolling the visual delights that is pinterest. Page after glorious page of Valentine images, mouthwatering recipes and intricate crafts. When what popped into my mind. . . but a tiny little beautiful brainchild. With open heart I theorized that I don't get a redo here. I won't have another shot to do this parenting gig, and I needed to make it count. Every moment needed to be big! (sidenote- please tell me some of you have had this problem with pinterest? It gets in your head, I tell you. My sweet hubbie's soul fills with dread when he sees me searching- anyway. . )</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">If we didn't do it now, when would we- this would be perfect! Nothing says I Love You quite like filling your kiddos room to the brim with shiny red and pink balloons, am I right? It would definitely be a memory they would never forget.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Kaleb, ever loving man that he is, always so happy to oblige and give me what I want- agreed to help fulfill my slightly extravagant, ever too grand, plan. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Sadly, I was foiled by a few minor hiccups- for one, the wilds bedroom is quite huge, two- renting a helium tank was purty darn expensive. Not a problem I thought- I'll simply purchase a few hundred balloons and a pump from the grocery store, it would be fine, I was positive.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">That's when the love of my life gave me the greatest valentines gift a girl could ever hope for. He single handedly or shall I say mouthily- blew up over two hundred balloons, blowing himself into near delirium til around four o'clock in the morning!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So, yeah the kiddos were surprised, they loved it every bit as much as I hoped they would. They still talk about the day they woke up to a sea of air filled colors, but that is absolutely nothing compared to the sheer, gushy, gooey, cheesy, beautiful, unconditional love I saw tied to each balloon.</span><br />
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com24tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-21141619424912337192015-02-11T18:44:00.001-08:002015-02-11T18:44:27.159-08:00A Mothers Daydream<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">p.s. These are my project 52 photos, which I'm accomplishing with the help and encouragement of Helen from <a href="https://iwillbloom.wordpress.com/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #990000;">I Will Bloom</span></a>, you should definitely go check her out! You will find an instant friend, promise. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So yes, I do love terrible television (read- The Bachelor! How have I missed every season until now! It's the craziest, most addicting show, I've ever seen.) Yep, I did get married when I was twenty-one on spring break of my senior year in college, I did have three babes in three years, I do have an unexplained and very strange quirk with newspaper- can't touch them! Freaks me out. Yes, everyone wraps my gifts in newspaper as a joke- it's not funny. I was at one point in my life Miss Dance of the Mid-South, and now I can hardly touch my toes. Yes, I haven't worked out in three months, it's a real problem. I have zilch, nada, zero skills with interior design, I have never learned to properly ride a bike, and I have an addiction to cake pops- they are just so good! Yes, I like to pretend I'm a woodworker, a outdoorsman and an artist. I have extremely long femurs, I'm quite proud of them. Next to Christmas, my favorite holiday is St. Patricks Day, and yes- life is a big ole bowl full of blueberries- wild a bit crazy but with a whole lot of pop in your mouth good:)</span><br />
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com43tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-2333354593195083982015-02-08T19:26:00.000-08:002015-02-08T19:26:21.690-08:00Here's to a Great Week<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I got to spend the entire day on Friday out and about- eating, shopping, and eating some more with a dear friend. I tell ya true- my people skills have gone wwwwaaaayyy down, and they weren't that great to begin with. I have completely forgotten how to have adult conversations, it's like any other skill and must be practiced, and I have not. So, If you ever meet me some day, I apologize in advance- it will probably be awkward.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Also, I want to say a big Thank You to all of you! Your beautiful comments and thoughts on <a href="http://hollandsreverie.blogspot.com/2015/02/fear-and-aging.html" target="_blank"><span style="color: #990000;">fear</span></a>- they encouraged me, they brought me hope and peace and I'm thankful for this incredible community and each of you.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">There was a time in my life where I was free. Unhindered by the world around me. A little bit reckless, very naive, with only myself to watch over, and in that haven- the world was my oyster. A home to explore, to live fully, a safe place to roam wild. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Then something happened, a quick change I wasn't ready for and didn't see coming. It happened in the second, the moment, I said those two captivating words- "I do." </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">In that brief flash there was a near electric shift. It wasn't just me anymore. Someone needed me. We were attached, two parts of a whole. In that moment, I began to understand fear. The fear of losing someone, the fear of losing a portion of yourself. In that space, my mind began to open to a new part of the world, a part that I had yet to observe in my youth- a part riddled with sadness, divorce and sickness. A world that can be scary, unsafe and wholly unpredictable.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">With each added child, a little bit more of my heart was split. Given out, affixed to an independent who is running about with the same wild abandon that I once had- and fear began to close in, tightening around my middle like a heavy weight. My mind locked in a constant battle of how best to protect them, measures to keep them safe in an unsafe environment, constant fighting to keep us together in a world where nothing is promised or permanent.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Each year that passes brings with it the teeniest bit of panic- the clock is running. There is so much for us to do and see, there is only one shot to dream and become, but fear has taken it's hold and those once wildly talked of adventures are now tinged in apprehension and mild foreboding.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So, yeah, growing up is hard. . . but, what I'm slowly, quietly learning is that's what makes it awesome! It's kind of the unpredictable nature of this life that makes it so dreamy. The unknown, the changing, the aging, even the fear of it- make it all so dang beautiful. The sheer fact that we love and love so fully- that we will willingly give out our hearts. We will break it up into tiny pieces and pass it around. That's what this is really all about, isn't it? We are in this place, this big, big, world, to learn love- sticky, wild, shattered, whole love. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">In our home, we are always trying to eat healthier, better, cheaper, you name it! You see, I get bored oh so easily in the ole food department and trying new and exciting recipes is the only way to keep this cook happy. Preparing the same meals day in and day out kills my chef-esque mojo, and in general leads to an extreme lack of gumption to actually get my buns in the kitchen.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Sadly, I've been plum out of inspiration lately! I have been rummaging thru cookbooks, scrolling thru blogs and of course snooping about pinterest on the hunt for fresh ideas- something not too difficult, not too time consuming, a little bit out of the box- creativity wise and yet, also chalk full of yumminess and good for you ingredients.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Thankfully, my sister in law had this little gem tucked up her sleeve, and it is a great one. Easy-check! Delicious- double check! Healthy- check, check, check! It's a total party pleaser. Even my kiddos will eat it and that is saying something. So, here it is, just in case you're in a food rut too:)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">This is why I love recipes like this. They are simple and delicious but leave lots of room for playing around. Personally, I enjoy it with toasted coconut and chopped peanuts thrown on top, maybe with a couple extra raisins for good measure. It's great with ground sausage or left over chicken, and a squeeze of lime makes it all the better.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Maybe, I'm in serious need of some head-n-shoulders, this winter air is no bueno for my scalp.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Maybe, I have worlds worst taste in television and am a bit obsessed with Total Divas- go on, judge away, but the Bella Twins are awesome.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Maybe, my girlfriends and I went out in Memphis last weekend and got hit on- A Lot, which felt kinda good to know I still had it- even if I did respond to every corny pick-up line, with 'ummm, yeah, I've got a husband and four kids.' That usually does the trick- good riddance.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Maybe, I have some of the best friends a girl could ever hope for, who love me unconditionally and come up with the brilliant idea to start a school board in design to cure my homeschooling woes.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I don't know what my deal is, or how my dear kind family puts up with me. Yet, they do it- with the sweetest of love and care that it turns my nutty into tears- scaring everyone further.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">It has been a busy whirlwind recently, with small and big changes thrown into the pot to add an extra bit of mayhem on my poor heart. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">We were in Tennessee for a week, and then came home to a complete overhaul of house and structure. First, I decided that this homeschooling route I had taken us on, was not actually functioning. The joy of learning had been lost in a cacophony of worksheets and lessons, action had to be taken! Consequently, I have spent every free minute reworking and rebuilding, hopefully, to have arrived at a program that will put the happiness back in our days.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Then I got the hair brained idea that a school room would be amazing! A room that we could paint and playdoh, build and create with art supplies abounding. So Saturday we rose early and worked tirelessly all day, moving everyones bedrooms. On a high from all the excitement, </span><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I failed to think clearly, and by the end of the day and the move, I realized what had happened- I no longer had a nursery. My baby girl, my sweet tiny little angel, is now sleeping in the big kid room with her brothers and sister. It all happened so fast, just like that, and I didn't even get to prepare.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I woke up the next morning in my new room, listening to the excitement and rowdiness across the hall, and I couldn't help it, the feelings just came- it didn't feel like home, it was all wrong. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Here's a true testament to the incredible man that I married- he had worked so hard, taking everything apart, moving beds and furniture, hanging pictures. Each step taking the time, to ask if I liked it, If I was sure this is what I wanted, and then here I am, loco as ever, waiting til it's completely finished - and then crying. Ha, he didn't even get frustrated, just held me while I mourned and murmured that he'd move it all back.</span></div>
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-57113359130577795882015-01-29T08:31:00.003-08:002015-01-29T08:31:52.163-08:00Happiness in a Click<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Lifestyle photography is really what calls to me- capturing moments and emotions, images that pull you in and incite something deep inside. It's also the area that I feel I need the most work in. It is so difficult to capture those fleeting feelings, a look, an action that you so desperately want to hold onto. They are gone in a flash your subjects attention whisked away to something new. Add in the all to important element of lighting and it is a true feat. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">The images come with memories lovingly attached- Eleanor in all her fiest and fury-captured perfectly as a beautiful mess in her little boy pajamas and lavender tutu- the incredible contradiction that she is. Aussie, wearing personality glasses and holding Mobley, her best friend and monkey she has carried with her since she was five months old- creative and one of a kind, finding her way between child and girl. Issac and those beautiful eyes, playing a game of peek a boo with a ukulele, while staring deep into your soul, and my Zain- vibrant yet quiet, clever beyond measure and witty as can be.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><a href="http://instagram.com/oldjoy/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #990000;">@oldjoy</span></a> - her pictures and captions are flawlessly calming, and peaceful in a way I can't even describe.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><a href="http://instagram.com/mamawatters/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #990000;">@mamawatters</span></a> - she is stunning, her pictures cozy, it's just an all around warm space.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><a href="http://instagram.com/thegraygang/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #990000;">@thegraygang</span></a> - I'm going to be real with you, I am a bit obsessed with this gal. Her pictures radiate happiness. She portrays exactly what a life of a child should look like- colorful and messy and vibrant. Her writing is deep and heartfelt and somehow manages to make me cry beautiful sappy tears near every day.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><a href="http://instagram.com/bethadilly/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #990000;">@bethadilly</span></a> - is great for anyone interested in photography. Her images are dreamy and white, full of bokeh and blur. Lovely, simple and lovely.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><a href="http://instagram.com/denisebovee/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #990000;">@denisebovee</span></a> - Denise Bovee is just cool. Her pictures make me want to move to California, have a bonfire on the beach and dance under the stars:)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Now, while your out and about scouring the instragram world and you would like to follow along on our adventures, come find me <a href="http://instagram.com/chels_holland/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #990000;">@chels_holland</span></a> </span><br />
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com36tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-17382109980516979422015-01-25T19:54:00.000-08:002015-01-25T19:54:20.964-08:00My Homeschooling Heart<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I realized that I've not written about it too often, honestly because I felt I had nothing to offer on the subject. I'm ever so slowly learning that that's just not true. I can't, or more accurately won't, offer advice, or give you how to's, or show you how organized and together we are because that's just not it. Yet, I'm not self-deprecating enough to show you how tragic everyday is and how we rarely get anything done, because that's not our truth either- What I can offer is honesty. My truth on our decision and the reality that lies there in.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I chose to homeschool for many reasons. The main and most important to me, being that I wanted to protect them. I fully realize that everyone is not wholly onboard with that ideal, but for Kaleb and I- our goal was to let them be kids. To retain a semblance of innocence and wonder, for as long as possible. We had a heart that yearned for them to be outdoors, exploring nature and driving creativity- our home and lifestyle is perfectly set up for this avenue of schooling. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Life is just good here on the farm for a kid. There is much room to frolic and play, and imagination is thick. There is much for us to do as a family whether that be hiking and fishing, chopping firewood or caring for animals. It was a massive help and influence that there is a very large and very supportive homeschooling community where we live, also we were lucky enough to watch my sister in law, already finding her way with her own kiddos, so I got to see first hand the joys and adventures that can be fostered there.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Like everything else in my life, this was not a direction I would have ever foreseen in my future. Before I had these beautiful wilds I was positive they would go to school and I'm quite sure I thought homeschoolers were slightly weird, but as soon as my first little one was in my arms, I knew. Homeschooling just made sense- for our family, for our way of life and it has been a decision that I have never regretted.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">There are times when the absolute gravity of this decision hits me. When I realize that these beautiful spirit's education lies entirely in my hands, and it's a very sobering reality. There are beautiful days that are fun and smooth and easy, and there are ugly days when I want to pull my hair out and scream. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">The most difficult part for me has been trying to find what works for us. There are A LOT of opinions and suggestions from wannabe helpful mothers, and it can prove to be quite overwhelming and sometimes greatly disheartening. I have had the most trouble trying to work within the confines of a curriculum. My brain simply finds no creativity there. If I have it I feel I MUST do exactly, everything they tell me. I find no room in my head or our schedules for artistic pursuits and shear joy. At this place in my kiddos education I feel that fostering a love for learning should be my first and utmost priority. So I have been wading my way thru many a plan and an assortment of ideas and learning styles, trying to find what fits. A big factor for me has been putting any and all pride aside, being freely willing to admit when it's not working, and throw it all out and start anew.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I have a picture in my head of what I want our time together to look like- filled with crafts, hands on activities, projects and fun. Unfortunately this requires an extensive amount of researching, planning, time, organization and know how. Right now, I once again find myself in a reworking phase, yet I truly believe the greatest thing I could do would be to just let myself off the hook. Trust that it's going to be ok, realize that I can't get this time back, so just enjoy it. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I have absolutely no idea how long we will continue. I take it one day, one week, one year at a time. If we come upon a time when this no longer suits us, then we will move on to something else. Any thinking too far ahead into the future makes it far too scary, but day by day it is very doable. If perhaps you are even considering homeschooing I would say yes! I do, I love it. I love being with them, I love being able to watch them grasp new concepts, getting to be a part of their education is beautifully inspiring. Yet, I would tell you that you must find your own way. Every mom does it differently and each families goals for the day is different. Go into it with no expectations, don't complicate it, and open yourself up to new ideas and intriguing tactics. It's an outlet that has the power to be something truly amazing, if you let it. A journey that can strengthen and seal bonds, one filled with hilarious tales, sweet memories and unforgettable moments.</span><br />
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Hollands Reveriehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06724373662573435523noreply@blogger.com28tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195043435953444277.post-79759427574414677512015-01-23T05:39:00.000-08:002015-01-23T05:39:27.836-08:00A Hint of Whimsy and A Dose of Random<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">After baring my soul for yesterday's post, I was in need of a little whimsy. Although, I have been suffering from a complete and total, debilitatingly annoying case of writers block. So, I'm just going to take this time to shower you with happy images of my wee one and her chicken friends mixed with a little bit of random musings, because we could all use some random musings, right?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">My family and dearest of friends seem to think it's quite funny that I have this blog. First off, I've always had a real aversion to all things social media, and secondly I rare to never like to be in front of the camera. It's near impossible to find a photo of me before I've deleted it. More than all that though, is the fact that somehow people consider me a writer now. I've been asked and given more and more opportunities to write for people and it's really quite humorous. My Dad basically wrote all my papers for me in school, my Mom wrote all my Thank You cards for graduations, wedding and showers and as for my best friends- one has kept a running journal since she was six and the other has dreams, plans layouts for a book that she will write in her forties- how did I end up here? Life is beautifully strange:)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Anyway, Friday has finally come and I am one happy girl. We are headed to tennessee so I can have a slumber party with the aforementioned besties and then further on to see in-laws. A little getaway will be a welcome reprieve.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Hope you all have a lovely weekend and thank you so much for your encouraging and unbelievably kind comments yesterday. There was so much goodness, so much light- it really meant so much to me, so Thank You.</span></div>
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